That I could be considered toxic is laughable. The guns and gear in question are the physical tale of those deeds. Not only that but you seem to think I have trouble falling in love with new stuff.... Quite the contrary, I have put away fatebringer, and its replacement. But that decision was MINE to make. I didn't need it anymore. I found something that I love because of its own merits. The problem is not that "I need the same gun for ten years" blablah nonsense your spouting. It's that everything I am doing [url=http://www.example.com]right now[/url] will have been for nothing. I have been going to mercury three times a week for the time trials has been out hoping for a solar jewel that to this day won't drop. The amount of personal time I have invested in this pursuit is irresponsible and borderline reckless. The times I have had looking for this have been great. I've done and seen so much. Learned a lot about myself and a lot about others. Trials is the new raid for me in terms of cooperation. And that jewel will represent all of that to me. But like I already said. I have seen this cycle of grind force people off of my roster, yeah I might not be one of them but you can't say you don't see where I or anyone else is coming from. This is [u]not[/u] World of Warcraft. If that's what Bungie wants it to become then I'm gonna puke. And they can take my gun (that solar jewel I don't have... Yet) when they pry it from my cold dead hands. I won't give it up. I won't give any of them up, not my Praetorian Foil, not my Timurs lash, not my efrideets spear (s) Ever. See you on patrol in 5 years. Unless they shut down support for the original destiny by then.