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Yeah yeah I'm back. Didn't say I was gonna leave forever lol.
[spoiler][i]Oh great, here goes Lady Ghost again with her cringey threads[/i]
Lol. It's been a wild ride here on these forums but it's time I said my goodbyes. I feel like with me gone, you guys can finally enjoy a better forum experience free of white knights and teens who worship me.
"Stop being dramatic, Sara, it's the internet. Just words on a screen. Ignore it and don't feed the trolls." Well, I did. For about two years. For two years I've put up with the name-calling, [url=http://imgur.com/a/76L4r]the catfish comments[/url], the attention-whoring comments, [url=http://imgur.com/a/wnkQs]the hate messages[/url], the [url=http://imgur.com/a/zKCLl]PMs telling me to die(which are really disturbing)[/url], the irrelevant memes and completely random stuff I've come to experience on here and I have to say, thanks to you guys I've developed a slightly thicker skin online. And I've ignored all of those stuff and even played along with them.
But it's gotten out of hand. It's no longer just BNET. My Tumblr is now floating around several groups. [url=http://imgur.com/a/mjGj9]My personal email address has been leaked[/url] and spammed with memes. [url=http://imgur.com/a/klNNU]I was impersonated a while ago and they pretended to be me giving away my Kik[/url]. My name has been posted around Reddit and the Bungiepedia website. My Discord server has been raided and spammed. And I've had enough.
Everything I do here gets hate. [url=https://www.bungie.net/en/Forums/Post/204388563]My art thread[/url] gets hate for being nothing but [url=http://imgur.com/a/kBwdM]random words slapped on a document using Microsoft Paint[/url]. The thread [url=https://www.bungie.net/en-us/Forums/Post/214397352]where I got on my guitar and stepped out of my comfort zone to sing(something I have never done before in public) for everyone[/url] had people calling me an attention whore who feeds on likes and replies. [url=https://www.bungie.net/en/Forums/Post/221136172?sort=0&page=0]The thread of me recording a voice-over in #Destiny[/url] had people believing I paid a girl to record that and that I was actually a guy lmao. It's honestly ridiculous. And it shouldn't bother me but at this point it's ruining my threads. I do these things because I love giving back to the community but it's always met with negativity. [url=http://imgur.com/a/HKpmo]And you guys with your downvote brigades[/url]; it's really dumb and ironically those threads usually end up in trending. Not that it matters but efforts like that are really childish.
I feel like the only way to stop all this is just to leave and hope it dies off. Isn't that the reason for all the hate? Surely it was all a ploy to scare me off? I don't think you actually find this "fun," do you? [url=http://imgur.com/a/BPoWK]Oh wait nvm[/url].
But thank you, all the decent people who are here. Thank you for making this forum slightly more bearable. You are the reason I even bother coming back here. I'm sure Bungie never intended this place to be a toxic wasteland full of hate and politics but I'm sad it has come to be that way. But I've met some great people, some really talented members and people who made me laugh. For that, I thank you. Thank you for making my day.
But the reason I'm leaving isn't really about me being offended or hurt or any of that. I really don't want this place to change who I am as a person. I have to admit I'm slowly turning into this cancer, even if just a tiny bit. There are words and phrases that I now know that I have never heard before and I'm using those words. And with me leaving, I hope you guys wouldn't have to see my [url=http://imgur.com/a/sEgKr]"followers" and "white knights"[/url] and with me gone maybe the Khanate can stop messing with me and other groups. I've always heard of all these great forum members and how awesome they were and I've always wondered what happened to them. Now I know.
Will I come back? Maybe. I don't know. Maybe once all of this dies down, if it does. But for now I'll stick to my Discord server, which you can join if you want. You can also PM if you want to reach me but for the meantime, I'm done with the forums. Yes I'm being overdramatic with this thread but oh well, add it to the list of cringey things I do here.
I guess I'm officially a ghost now. Goodbye :)[/spoiler]
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I knew this was coming
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Finally, a LadyGhost thread that isn't positive. [i]This[/i] is what I've been striving for.
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Plz no :,(
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Edited by CommisarScar: 4/10/2017 12:31:32 AMThats exactly what Doob said to me! "It's fun". The Khanate has some of the most blissfully ignorant people and toxic people on this website (Not all of them, though). Spam and hate might as well be their motto. Sorry for the rant. [spoiler]You are better off leaving, honestly. This isn't worth it[/spoiler]
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K bye......
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sep7agon.net
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Hey, uh.. I know we never talked much, but... Be well. Hope to see you around.
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(•_•)/ Wow, not even I wanted this. Lady Ghost for all I have done I wish you farewell and I hope you return to offtopic one day. Positivity is what we need.. I was wrong to ever do you harm. Goodbye Sara... may our paths cross again someday. Yes, I am being nice... because your my longest known friend besides x Lets get it on Please return one day, we will be waiting <3
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Lol -blam!- ni👇👇a [spoiler]all i wanted was my name in comic sans n lines scribbled on Microsoft word[/spoiler] [spoiler] ...a casual loop within this toggler's mechanism suggests that the toggling process somehow binds space and time into... [/spoiler]
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No! );
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Farewell Sara. It appears the cancer has won.
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Who spells Sarah without the "h"?
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Huh i didnt think your art thread, guitar thread or voice over thread got that much hate. Most of the comments on there seemed positive from what i saw but i didnt spend much time in them. Heck the art thread was spammed with people asking to have their name done. If that email thing is true thats messed up and plain wrong. Sorry to see you go over some assholes. I would get your email and passwords straight and not sweat leaving here. Ive been here 8 years through the ups and downs of many sub-forums and sometimes its just better to step away for a while. I did for 2 years after Reach dropped then just lurked and never really commented just read stuff. [spoiler]Also that ghost hug gave me chills. I wouldn't recommend it. Lol[/spoiler]
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Edited by Apollo: 4/9/2017 11:03:17 PMI didnt think you had it that bad, im sorry for all youve had to go through. While i never did think of you as a friend i cant help but apollogize for the hate you receive. [spoiler]Still never got my art, but thats ok :([/spoiler]
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( •__•)7 Farewell.
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[quote]press F to pay respects[/quote] Wait a minute. You're a Ghost. What do we do?
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Well whatever you do in life I wish you the best of luck.
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Well so long.....Lady Ghost..... . I wonder who's next to leave........
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Made me think of this. I'll miss you.
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Well R.I.P one of the decent people here
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Well there goes one of the few decent people here...
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Edited by Thaddeus Hamlet: 4/9/2017 9:27:37 PMYou're giving in. You don't give in. You push back even harder with irrelevant memes and thought-provoking questions. I know the amount of hate I got for my gimmick pales in comparison to the shit they've tried with you, but (sad as it is to say) I'm also not a girl. Still, I didn't just give in to the trolls and haters, I asked what about a little extra text on my posts bothered them so. I posted irrelevant gifs, often anime just to really get their easily triggered minds a-runnin'. Only reason I even got rid of the gimmick was because I got tired of pasting it every single time. -blam!- the haters, trolls, and weirdos (the annoying ones, the good ones are fine). [i] *puts on an antic disposition* [/i]
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Eventually you'll get it in your head that things have changed or you can bring about that change. Then this thread will happen again once you realize that it was just a hopeful thought. Things won't ever improve as long as we have uncaring management and a Community of morons. It is what it is. My advice is to lurk, stick to your groups, or to pickup and leave everything behind.
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I wonder if you'll follow through unlike a certain someone.