A great many things.
1) neither my antidepressants, nor my antipsychotics seem to be working. My doctor won't give stronger doses of them to someone under 18
2) my family hate me. They have told me, in person, that they hate me. They talk to me as little as possible coz they think I'm clinically insane.
3) I hurt everywhere. Absolutely everywhere, and have done so for about a week or two. If I eat any food, it gets puked back up. My doctor also says he can't do anything about either of these.
To pick 3 of them.
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How long you been on those medications and did you change them around recently? Might explain why you're yakking your food back up
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Been yakking up food for longer than the medication. At first, it seemed that the medicine actually helped it, although that could be a placebo effect.
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Tell me something when you go to eat are you thinking about these things that you've posted? Stressing yourself out can make your stomach reject some foods
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Subconsciously, maybe. But its not at the surface. I attempt to keep myself from dwelling on the shit, and as a result, I don't think about them as often.
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3) could be a relation to stress, you body will make you physically ill if your mind is 1) could be a serious physical complication thats making you depressed, didnt the doctor explain that to you? 2) who cares about your family? -blam!- it, ppl have got worse, make your own? Your kids might not hate you
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3) quite possibly. I am helping three other people stay alive, not including myself. 1) schizophrenia + antidepressants/psychotics = one very depressed 14 year old. 2) unless I move to Japan, its slightly frowned upon to have a kid at 14