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1/11/2015 9:26:21 AM
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I dont even know where to begin. I cant even make it to school most of the time. Im suicidal, yet no one knows. Everyone thinks im wasting my life away playing xbox. I sleep a lot. I used to do drugs too, all just to escape reality for as long as I can..
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Don't try to escape reality. Explore it. There are more things out there that you couldn't imagine. And the drugs...I would quit them as a habit. Drugs are okay sometimes but when its an every day thing it becomes boring and can ruin your life. Try meeting new people. Make it a goal to become their friend. Find new hobby's. Start with music. Explore different types of music until you find the type that makes you happy. Happiness is the key to a long successful life. If your happy then your doing good.
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What makes you suicidal and why do you want to escape reality? What are the main things that seem to bother you of you don't mind asking? Some things may be helped by seeing a dr and getting on the right meds, no joking either. Was on anti depression pills for awhile and helped a ton. No longer need them once I took a step back and really looked at my life and saw just how blessed I am to have what I do have. My life could have been 50 times worse
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There is so much, like I said I don't even know where to begin. I probably wouldn't have any friends if it weren't for my brother (we all hangout together) but im not sure if I would even call them my friends. I have terrible ocd, and the people I live with are incredibly messy. I have terrible social anxiety and im very awkward. Recently I somehow got this weird medical thing, I dont even know how to describe it, but it has really plummeted me deeper into this rabbit hole.
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Also as far as suicide goes. It doesn't help anything at all. I don't know how old you are but things tend to generally get better the older you get. Not always but a good % of the time. You may have 2 or 4 really bad years and the next ten are great and makes it all worth living. Don't let one thing or a few things decide the rest of yourself.
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Actually this sounds exactly like me. My twin bro is my only friend I got and I do have ocd but not horrible and I have pretty bad social issues. The ocd you can't do much about other than maybe therapy, don't know if they got meds for that. Can't help ya with the messy people. Perhaps talk to those people and tell them they need to clean up after themselves. Social problems is something you will have to work on your own. You're just gonna have to brave up and talk to people. Realize people talk about the dumbest shit so whatever you got to say can't be too bad. If the people don't like you or what you gotta say, ignore and walk away. The more you talk to people the easier it gets. It's more less just overcoming the fear. There is different ways to help but the best I found is just say to hell with it and go up to someone and talk to them. Ya might try finding a site to find people to talk to of your age and just get to know them. Kinda like Facebook or something. It's worth a shot if you are already depressed. You don't got much to lose and really own something to gain. Brave the storm and confront your demons.
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You're doing a better job than i am. Thanks for being so helpful dude.
