Yes, I am. It's about people in my life and what I've been doing myself. If I say why, it'll only make things worse for me. People I know read my posts, so I can't let them know. You can try to help based off of my very miniscule description. Good luck, trying.
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No one is perfect. If you feel you're doing something wrong, there's always time to make it right. Throughout my years I've come to learn life is going to suck really bad and it's going to be really great on about an even scale so when shit sucks I just try to think about an equally awesome time ahead and it helps a little. I hope this helps.
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Well, it [i]kind[/i] of did for about a the time it took to read this. But then, I realized the choices I make in these next two weeks, are going to change the next three years of my life. I just don't want to let people down by doing things I'm not proud of, but I have this really weird feeling that I just have to. It just seems like the only worthwhile thing to do. My life seems amazing on the outside, but on the inside it's a crumbling mess that just keeps having things pile onto it; when it is reaching it's maximum weight. Sorry if this doesn't make any sense, I'm just really paranoid about what certain people would think, because I know for a fact that they'll read this post.
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If its people on these threads you are worried about I wouldn't worry. If they are your friends they will understand and those who shit talk then just ignore them like everyone else does. I don't know your problem with enough and I wouldn't mind trying to help ya out myself. You can pm if ya like and I could see if maybe advice could help.
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Well I'm not the one to give you some ciche BS like "follow your heart" but it really boils down to that. Do what you feel is best and if damage is caused along the way do your best to repair it but always remember you're the most important person when it comes to your own decisions. I understand the anonymity required and hope I'm at least in the same ballpark.
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Eh, you kind of got it I suppose.
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And yeah, koga is right. You gotta do what you gotta do. Don't worry about what other people think. What matters is what makes you happy or will help you. As for family eventually they will understand and forgive if they are part of the issue.
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Kogasoldier is right. I guess all i can add to that is one word: empathy. Don't care so much about what others think. I dissapoint people i love all the time, but that doesn't mean the world is gonna end. Can you not try making up for it afterwards?