Ignore the hate. I can commiserate with you to a certain degree. I'm also not big on the crucible, and I found that exchanging materials was handy at times. Do what makes you happy. Do what's fun. It sucks that this impacted your gameplay in a negative way. It also sucks that the community is full of negativity. I'm sure you're not the only one impacted. Remember, it's just a video game. Props for airing out your grievances. Soldier on, guardian.