This is not a sand box game where you can get everything you want by doing things that is fun. If you really want a piece of gear/weapon that requires you to do something, then you either do it or you don't. Don't complain about 'I want to play my way and if I can then f*ck this game'. There are a mass of games that do this, if you want pvp gear you have to pvp, same with pve.