To a degree, you are right. At the same time, the game itself feels empty. When I play a game, I want it to be enjoyable. Destiny is feeling more and more like the grind that is real life, and that's not why I play video games. To be honest, I'd much rather be reading a book, but destiny is so much more accessible.
Not to mention, I love writing shit. Makes me feel good.
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Again, my friend, there is no external solution to the problem of insecurity. Real life doesn't have to be boring. It doesn't have to be a grind. You don't have to find joy only insofar as what get's you to escape from reality. Attaining a positive is not the same as avoiding a negative. I'm not saying this to be a finger wagging internet know it all or to impress anyone, but I see what you're saying underneath it all. Anyways, hope I sparked some introspection. You are a good writer, which I'm sure you worked hard at. Take care :D