At times, yes. Playing raid is what's carrying me through. Sometimes you get a team together and then just fail. But with people coming and going you eventually find a cohesive team to work together and beat the vault. The other day I Spent three hours at conduits because of just others dying. Spent another hour at gatekeeper. Being lvl 29 I though I wasn't carrying my own weight, but seeing myself always as the last guardian standing with other people coming and going I decided to stay. I know I'm not the best at carrying shield but I sure can play support well. Eventually we got some really great players and were able to defeat gatekeeper and Atheon on our initial try. Those feelings are great. I'm hoping to play with the same team next week so we can just fly by the raid...