One when I was five. She's still beautiful but we haven't talked in years. Another in freshman year but that died the second I got to know her. Yet another after her. I had feelings for her for a long time but I knew it wouldn't work so I didn't go after her. Although she was definitely the one I felt the most for. We'd talk for hours but after my health went to shit for a while I didn't feel much of anything for a while along with what I felt for her. Another girl I asked out but she politely said no then proceeded to give me a shit ton of mixed messages for a year before I said f*ck it. Now I've met a girl who I'm thinking about asking out because she seems to have feelings for me and I like her. Although since I've never had a girlfriend I have no clue what to do.