Lately you've become rather hostile or grumpy. You haven't been doing your cheeky shock value posting and more of "you guys suck" posting. I thought it was adorable when you asked your friends not to scare me away. Why you wanted me to stay around is still beyond me as we had hardly talked at that time. And I believe they were being crude to get more a rise from you than me. Despite what many think of you (and what you give off about yourself) you're incredibly intelligent. You're open minded, curious, funny and go with the flow. You're voice is pleasing to hear and you've set a goal in lifting to better yourself not only physically but mentally. That is your zen zone. What makes you feel alive and drives you. I have a feeling that you dream of a girl to settle down with someday with a nice home but still leaving room for party time.