Today, just after 12pm EST, my father took his own life in the room just next to mine. All while I was sleeping through the day from a long night of reading. I've never experienced something so horrific, or felt something so cold as his face as I cut and lay him down on the ground before the paramedics could arrive. I know this really isn't the place to express this, but I'm completely out of it. I was really looking forward to tomorrow, and the 30th anniversary event, but this has totally overshadowed that.
Please, if you see someone feeling down, at all, reach out. Make them know you're there for them. And if you're feeling depressed, or alone, don't hesitate to speak your mind and let your friends and family know. We care. Anyway, that's all I got guys.
To those that offered condolences, thank you. I needed that.
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I’m so sorry for your loss.know you’re not alone and that if you do ever need someone to talk you can PM me. My best friend killed himself at the beginning of this year and the day I found out was the most heartbroken I’ve ever felt. I can’t imagine how you must feel. I had a group of people who were affected by his loss as well and having people with similar experiences helps. I will be praying for you and anyone else who is affected by him.