Original beta d1 player here, returning after playing a month of d2 and generally knowing th game sucks compared to d1 in it's better days (imo, of course, everyone has tastes). To be honest, all the shit you're complaining about is dumb as hell. Trials should be normal, and it should go back to og trials where only men entered the lighthouse. Besides that, seems like most of the shit here isn't actually about the game, but more reflects what you've become as an addict. If you agree with this post, chill the -blam!- out and stop playing the game. Bungie isn't satan, you're literally destroying yourself by your own hands. It has very little to do with destiny and a whole lot to do with your mental health.