[quote]alright...so I got banned on the 7th of April, because I was so bored, because of the corona and the fact that I had to stay at home 24/7. Because of that I opened the Programm "CheatEngine" (yes I should have known) and clicked different buttons to see what I can do (without knowing what this program can do). Before I did anything to the game (game was running, because I was waiting for players to join me to do the raid boss(GOS)), the game automatically shut down and after I relaunched it, nothing happend, but in like 10 minutes later, I got kicked out to the title screen and when I hit the space bar to relog, I got the message with "...banned". My plan was never ever to cheat or hack in Destiny 2 or any games where I have a lot of account progress on. I have almost every exotic, many pinnacle weapons and almost 5 titles plus 1000 hours. Each night is like a horror movie to me, where I go crazy with my thoughts, I even dreamed that they would take away my ban and I was so happy in my dream, but of course it's not real so after I woke up I got mad, mostly at my self for my actions that I did. I would have stopped myself if I would have known what was going to happen, but yeah here I am at almost the 4th day depending on time zones. Missing almost a whole week of stuff that I would have loved to complete and not knowing if the support will ever take away my ban. Destiny 1 and now 2 are my main games, because I could play hours without getting bored not like the other games where I sometimes lose interests pretty fast. I know that this post won't make it faster/better for my account to unban, but I would like to know your thoughts about me, my actions and my account. I joined Bungie almost 5 Years and played D1 and D2 since beta and took part in almost every event (I missed only the year of forsaken, because Fortnite was big at the time). I don't know if my account deserve a second chance, but if yes, I will never try to get close to the hacking thing and play the games by the rules of the publisher! I also don't want to beg or anything, but seriously... I don't know what I should do. Yes, I did the ban appeal and I'm waiting everyday for a response and I also know that it takes some business days for them to response, but how much is "some"? Well with that being said, I wish everyone a nice day and think before you do anything. EDIT: It's sad that everyone wants my account to be gone forever. I loved the community, the game and the devs. Now I feel like that [b]everyone wants me to be gone[/b]→ from this platform and [b]from this world[/b].[/quote] There's a suicide hotline you can call if you need help. Please do not give up on life.