Why only now I'm yearning for a cigarette?
I could smoke 1 cigarette a week right? Or a few on 1 day per week? It's almost nothing.
But even 1 cigarette per week would mean I'm a smoker and the toxic stuff would never leave my body, right?
Because I would refill it once a week and it takes ages for the human body to get rid of it. And those toxic stuff can cause blemished skin and diseases.
I'd bite my ass if one day the doctor tells me: "Sir I'm sorry, but you have lung cancer because you didn't have the discipline to stop smoking 20 years ago." And I'd be a bit disappointed in myself if I threw those 38 days away.
But I miss it. It's like a part of my soul and my freedom is gone.
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Thanks guys. You help me staying strong. I will resist the urge.[/b] 😏🖕 🚬
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Your past the stages of withdrawal. Your current symptoms are do to a change of consistency of your normal life. In this case your mentally condition to having a cigarette at certain times of the day or during certain routines. You need to get past this. I have plenty of times thought the same way. However justifying a reason to have 1 will lead to another. You will buy a pack. Then justify a reason to finish it. The cycle will then continue.