Yes you most certainly will see me there. I know the exact process you described all too well. First few weeks its exciting every time you do a milestone or find an exotic, "Oh man maybe this is the one!" After a while, when you see all Bungie's youtube shills have all the cool stuff and your time investment gets poo'd on, it's slightly irritating but you're like "I'm gonna make it happen! how stoked will i be when I finally get it! its good to have a chase item!" Next stage you start telling yourself "yeah....if I don't get something this week, i might be done. How much disappointment can i willingly put myself through." Then, complete apathy sets in. You could find every exotic, every god roll gun in the game, but you don't even care. The damage is done. Then, you reach the stage of......Anthem free demo Feb 1st.