Some of the comments look like bullying to me. Some should have been reported. When you leave the bullies will just move on to someone else. Sooner or later you will leave this forum and never give it a second thought, that goes for everyone here. I've been using the net for many years, could tell you a few stories, but the simple truth is the anonymity of it enables ppl to get away with behaving s*****. I've been ripped off by 'friends' that I'd known many years, I've had the sniping comments in the background of a supposedly really nice clan, I've even seen some of the top players in a game leave because the girl they were helping for years turned out to be a hetero guy that got in too deep with his lies. I've been to meets where we camped for weekends and had live bands play etc.. With 400+ ppl attending. Am I in touch with any of these ppl now? The answer is no. Good luck to you, it might just be that you finally had enough of this s*******. Chances are the idiots telling you you should have been -blam!- or go kill youself will miss you more than you will miss them.