You will be back. Change your identity as popularity has its price. Just remember people get jealous over the dumbest things. When you fall is when you know who your true friends are. If it were me i would trudge on and bear the loneliness like most leaders do. Find inspiration where you can and know when to take a break from everything. Moderation does wonders and now you know your limits. Be true to yourself and be like me. Never let them see you sweat.