I know what you mean. I stopped caring about light level at 330. Stopped raiding after the April update. Haven't done a CoE for a month. I'm having more fun just mucking around on patrol, doing patrols and killing ultras for exotics. Playing with weapons I wouldn't use in a serious situation. Kd is important to me though not that I grind out much crucible. It just lets me know how much ive improved since I started. I guess when im decent enough I won't care either