Believe it or not I'm doing this to help you. I'm not sure why I got the urge to say these things to you but it comes from a good place. Maybe it's something to with God, whom I'm not sure I believe in, so I'm not preaching at you about that. But I felt obligated as a human to help another human grow. I spend alot of my time in my local homeless shelter supporting the people in my community with whatever I can, along with the animal shelter. Maybe it's just the person I am. I hope this at least makes you want to think. If you ever need someone to talk to, add me on PSN. Have a good day brother