Just keep trying man. It's a good feeling when you do. I'd invite you to play with us if you were PS4, we almost exclusively play with lh virgins and get them there. It's not a pure carry, we like to teach the mechanics of the game to people. For any PS4 folks wanting a run, join in twitch me5enger or twitch 134323454. Both are very solid players who I help do carries with, and both really chill people. We have about a 90pct success rate with LH virgins. On burning shrine its less. Anyone not PS4, still join in and watch the show man.