"I will never forget what I've done, defender of the incapable, protector of the cutthroat. Those vivid images in my mind of the atrocities I had to commit will plague my very soul until the day I am killed... Yet I can sleep soundly at night knowing I did it to defend those who couldn't do so themselves, I can guarantee you those Federals cannot say the same, not the sane ones, not those in their own mind."