Everyone remembers there first raid clear, the triumphant feeling bursting in your chest as Atheon burns to ash and your raid team cheers, the moment Crota kneels and the sword bearer delivers the final blow, the moment the last shot was fired from the torrent going into oryx's chest and he falls. I loved that feeling, but now I just feel tired, tired of the constant grind for gear just a light or two above mine, when getting back on is a chore and not something I look forward to, the feeling of frustration I get in the crucible from its current state of being. There is still some good feelings left though, the feeling of nostalgia when I looked back into my vault and see fate bringer and remember my excitement when I saw it appear on my screen, going into crota's end and seeing if I can still solo it, the feeling of awe when I look up in the cosmodrome's sky and see the love and care that was poured into this game by some, but not by others. What I'm trying to say here is that bungie needs to go back to what destiny was supposed to be, a pioneering FPS fantasy game with deep lore and traits that kept people coming.