valten X i feel your pain and i understand the struggle is real, life can be hard and people just dont understand how hard life can really be!!!!!!!!! every time i go past the bank i look in the window and think bastards all that money they have in there vault some of it is my money and its so unfair they have millions in there doing nothing so why cant i use it, that seems to be the way you looking at life, TWAT grow up and look at yourself and read back over what you have said then go sit in the corner of the room and beat yourself repeatidly until u realise you only get things in life that you pay for this is a game only you decide if you pay anymore for it,its not a free ride THATS LIFE IT MIGHT SOUND HARSH BUT ITS TRUE