Well on a end note, all I know is that atheism is an idea just as much as religion is an idea, we are psychologically different which is why one of the other believes in what we do. Whether the will of God is at hand, we will never know. Maybe this difference is brought upon by God or nature, can't tell but at the end of the day I may burn in hell but all I know is that I have lead a good life this far under no impression of god.