I was raised in a very Christian household and for a long time I believed hard, even joined the priesthood before I got old enough to start asking questions and not liking the answers. Eventualy I would leave the church and quit organized religion entirely, but not before I internalized the virtues of morality, blind-loyalty, and self-sacrifice extolled by the martyrs and saints of Christendom. I like to think my gamertag reflects my internal contradiction: I am Faithless, but I fight like a madman for my friends and family.