I'm usually on the bottom on normal crucible for a couple reasons. 1. I usually never take normal crucible serious as there isn't a real reward or any point to it. I usually just try out weapons out on it. 2. Going from 3v3 with a good team and good communication to a random team that's doing whatever whether stupid or helpful. 3v3 is more intense. 3. I always forget about objectives in normal crucible that's why I usually just play skirmish but even then there are full teams of try hards like its trials. Oh and I don't even use the emblem i just want to shed some light.