It's sad that people get this worked up and entitled about a drop in a game. Games are, by design, meant to be for fun. If it is no longer fun, but instead a source of this much stress in your life? It's time to walk outside, see the sun. I promise you, it won't burn as much as you think it will. The filthy Hawkmoonses will still be there when you come back, Precious. I'm a day 1 Playstation player, I don't have a Hawkmoon, honestly? It doesn't bother me. I prefer Fatebringer, Word of Crota or VoC. That way I can use a different exotic weapon, like icebreaker, Gjallarhorn, truth, patience and time or 4th Horseman.