You're right in saying that the human mind can't comprehend certain things, but that doesn't mean you base your entire thinking on an assumption of god. Really dude? Also, just because a book talks about miracles, doesn't make them true. What the hell kind of thinking is that. One last thing. You said you were a born-again Christian right? Addicted to drugs, bad choices, suicidal, all that. Now, while I don't buy in to the whole "god spoke to me" thing, because I'm not one years-old, I think the only reason why you became a Christian and bought in to Christianity is because that was the only thing to turn to. You were desperate, and religion was the most obvious thing to turn to that would make you feel all fuzzy and warm inside.