*comes back through hours later, falls to one knee* I shouldn't have, the memories... I can't, it just doesn't work, it isn't fair... *gets up shaking* *recites a passage* [i]I am strong No force shall push me No word shall bend me My past is yet gone But I am still very strong[/i] *is a bit better* Mother always knew best... *starts shaking again, falls to one knee* Oh Mother... *cries*