It was kind off joke... Anyway, I have been a christian for over 3/4 of my life I know what it feels like. What you don't understand is that the feeling you have is NOT unique to christians. I get that feeling when I look up at the stars, some get it when they look into a microscope or with music. I have read the bible btw. As far as Im concerned its a book of fairy tails no offense. I became an atheist [i]after[/i] reading the bible.