Tbh honest with you I was like that through school and afterwards and I'm not taking the piss I used to feel separated from everything and I mean in a big way to the point of cutting myself just to know if I'm alive ( don't do it no point and you can't get tattoos on scars ) But it gets better might not be today or the next or the one after but ever since finding someone who genuinely cares for me I've in most eyes I've become a better person yeah I still hate everyone untill I talk to them but it works just sit and think to yourself what do you want out of life and just go for it :) And if all else fails watch some anime seriously people may find it weird or stupid how someone at 21 can watch anime but some of the stories are relatable in ways and do tend to cheer you up so if you or anyone else needs some advice feel free to ask Joe.A - aka TheZombieXP