I want it more than the Vex, Gjallarhorn, or Hawkmoon, and this game flat out refuses to give it to me.
What's worse is that it isn't even exotic and tons of people have it. Just ranked up NM again earlier and got Admonisher (fml).
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Got a shitty one. I'm so sad I've wanted it forever as well. It has zen moment and crowd control.