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Edited by RomanGladiator7: 4/27/2014 12:35:06 PMI just want to be held by a woman and cuddle and kiss. I don't just want to get laid as I used to tell myself. I need comfort. Everyone else makes it look so easy. Like my good friend. His girlfriend came to him over a year ago. All he was doing was sitting at a dining hall and she came up to him. Makes me a little jealous. I've been trying since 2012 to find someone else. I spent so many nights alone and frustrated in my apartment. I used porn and masturbation as an escape to pleasure myself and trick myself that I felt good. It just made me more miserable and secluded. There were nights when I was so alone I just wanted to scream and cry. And I did cry and sobbed uncontrollably at times and the neighbors probably heard me. Can anyone relate?