So Depressed

I've been working on the Crucible portion of the Thorn bounty for about 2 weeks. All the way up to 41/500. Yes, it's that damn hard; at least for me. The limitation of Void Damage combined my barely passable PVP play is just a bit much. I can't imagine actually ever getting past this part of the bounty, but I really want an Exotic Hand Cannon so I've been continuing to trudge through. And then today, after just a random Control match, some level 27 dude gets Hawkmoon...as a frickin random crucible reward. I was so frustrated, I just quit playing for the day.