Most important thing in life is your self. Before people start saying what about family blah blah blah. With out good health or being alive you could not experience or enjoy other things. I say take care of your sleeping habit first. You need to sleep. Your body will slowly shut down (maybe in a harmful way) and you will pass out with no choice. Your body will give up. From this point I'd give games a break but you should keep your job. I doubt your girlfriend is upset about [b][i]just[/i][/b] the job but probsbly like you mention the job/game combo. As tough as you think you might be, or how much or how long you can do things alone, you will need a companion. Life brings them into our lives everyday but the importsnt ones are the ones that stick. If you have feelings for this girl tell her how you feel, what your going through and that maybe she can help you out. Chances are your girl is feeling neglected and unloved based on the fact that you spend 50% of your time working and 50% or your time playing games. Everything in moderation my friend. Best wishes.