[quote]Lol i clearly hit a soft spot and i am truly sorry. Hope that all goes well for you with whatever you are dealing with.[/quote] I really hit your soft spot. The fact you even mentioned "troubles at home" means that you have been affected somehow. "Everything that can influence, can and will influence through getting influenced". [quote]Lol[/quote] [quote]i am truly sorry[/quote] [quote]Hope that all goes well for you with whatever you are dealing with.[/quote] You subconsciously feel for yourself, laugh it off even "lol". You are truly afflicted by something and now, you are trying to escape this conflict. Perhaps a memory buried a long time ago?