lets put what is going on into perspective here... I may not have the money to got to college next year my father is losing his hearing and is having a hard time moving around my mother hates my very existence, and tried to force me out of school she also is the town whore, she gets around and blames me for it my brother hate my father and I, and lives with my mother I have no money for a license or permit or phone there is a chance that I may not graduate this year the country is in a state of confusion teen unemployment is at 20ish percent, I cant find a job and my home needs the money I go out of my way to hep others and don't get anything in return, not even a thank you school is a repetitive grind of learning the same thing over and over there is more but I don't want to talk about those