Well shit..... I'm like just sitting here finishing up my Dunch (dinner/lunch) now I'm in the car just thinking freely.....realizing that my -blam!-en social life is shit compared to my online life with you guys and other people.....man where do I even start? The fact that I have never had a gf? Or the fact that I've never even kissed a girl?.....Huh maybe the fact that most of my friends live two hours from me because they live where I used to live before two moved later, all my friends that used to live 20 minutes away moved to like -blam!-en Idaho and shit.....Possibly be the fact that the most recent place we moved to I haven't even made a single friend because no one is ever out and it's been over a -blam!-EN YEAR!.......Huh it just seriously sucks and I'm like so frustrated rn.....like I've been asked out by girls but Ya their pretty but their just friends.....is it funny that both the girls I fell head over heels for turned out to be players? Heh the one I first liked for like what 2 and a half years? After she turned me down I moved on and started going to the gym, she texts me like 7 months later now that I look good and have muscles and have a six pack building......funny right? Well everyone can go ahead and enjoy laughing at this misery im talking about rn.....honestly idk why I'm posting this....maybe cause you guys are my close friends and feel like family kind of I guess?