What do you think of your past self? Are they anything like you?
I used to be a completely different person, but a person I hated. A person who thought he was cool by acting all cocky and smart, but was really just a dickhead who people disliked. He thought he was cool by bullying people who were his friends. He was up his own ass, thinking he was good looking and smarter than everyone around him. He thought his interests were cool but really just dorky and made fun of. He thought he was a class clown, shouting out in class, doing stupid accents and noises etc. He had a lot of friends, but they all left him when they were tired of his shit.
He also had another side. This side was one that cried every time something mildly critical was said about him. This side was overly emotional about stupid 1st world problems. This side dragged his family and friends into over the top emotional situations. This side threatened violence against his family because he didn't get what he wanted.
In short, my past self is someone who I hate, detest even. I -blam!-ing hate him so much, I wish I could go back in time just to beat and torture him to death. I'd give anything to go back and bludgeon his skull in with a hammer.
So yeah, what do you think about your past self?
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I've grown up a LOT in the past few years. I made a lot of mistakes, but i also think i ended up making the right choices to become a better person in pretty much every way. I don't hate who i used to be, but i'm glad ive made a lot of the changes in my life.
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I would rather not reflect on the much less mature and much less healthy version of me.
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I was such an idiot. I mean, I'm still an idiot, but I'm a better idiot.
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In short, i used do be a real dick.
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I'm pretty much the same as I've always been.
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Which past self? There's a lot of them.
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You're almost as bad as a female with your attention whoring.
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i was so sexy
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Ohgod. [url=http://www.bungie.net/7_Other-forum-ninjas/en-us/Forum/Post?id=3134692]See for yourself...[/url] That English! I mean... What? How in Earth's name?
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I used to say 'yes' to everybody. I would bend to people's needs, and they'd end up taking advantage of me. Then I realized I can be a great person all while having the ability and the will to say 'no'. My relationships have become much more stable, and I'm happier. I had the emotional thing like you as well, OP.
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It's very unhealthy to hate who you used to be. I made lots of mistakes, sure, and would have done a lot differently, but every decision I made made me the person I am today, and I quite like that person.
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Depends on what past self I am talking about. If I go really far back, I would think that he is a winy weak little bitch. If I don't go far that much, I would think that one was messing up his life.
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MY PAST SELF WAS -blam!-ING BETTER THAN ME NOW!
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I was so sexy, oh wait, I still am.
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I missed out on a lot of things, never went to a dance ever from middle school to highs school, never dated, didn't go to graduation, didn't get involved with any thing extracurricular. I haven't changed.
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I was crude, pathetic, perverted, sadistic, manipulative, immoral, and a real asshole. I like to think that I've changed since then, but I still have a long away to go.
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Edited by Spooter: 3/24/2013 7:21:39 PMI was probably a brooding prince, who eventual took his own life due to the untold misery he lived with day after day. A king with many other sons more suited to rule, even though if given a chance he might have shown his true colors. A mother who cared for him, but in the shadow of the king acted as if the very sight of him was disgusting. Siblings despised him, but that was nothing new, because they all lusted for power and would sacrifice anything to attain it. Privileged, but yet had nothing. I suppose only the rich part and the father with many sons is the only difference, but I can't exactly see any iteration of myself happy for whatever reason.
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Edited by OvoZ Daycare: 3/24/2013 6:53:56 PMyour past self sounds alot like my past self. I'm more tamed now than then but still..I guess I'm a work in progress. My youngest self would beat my older self up tho because I use to be so anti-smoke anti-drugs & alcohol but have fell victim to everything I hated.
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Let's see, the Hylebos of the past was unambitious, and he wasted his time on a ton of frivilous things, and he had terrible work ethic. I'm still working on changing him :)
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Don't care about it.
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*slaps past self in the face*
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Why was I a human?