To keep it short she manipulated me, I was played so hard for so long.
I can see myself already having trust issues arise. Last night was just a bunch of kicking me while I was down from 12am-3am was just a bunch of gut punches. I didn’t sleep, all night just throwing up
She was very vague about everything. Not giving me a straight answer. I’m not a person who is demanding or expecting of something in return but I feel like I deserve honesty.
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Hate to say welcome to the club, but... Best thing you can do is go on, heal, and never expect an honest answer from a proven dishonest person. Don't diminish yourself because of them. Don't expect honest closure from someone who doesn't carry any mental burden of such things. Leave them where they lie, figuratively and literally. This is cliche, but all too true: Time does heal wounds. Just don't let yourself dwell on what you thought was or wanted, for it's a bottomless pit of self torture. Learn from this experience what you can, but DO NOT look at everyone else as treating you as this person did. If you do, you keep yourself prisoner of your own making.