I feel your pain. I'm a solo player by nature. I started long ago when games were only solo player, and it was truly "me time". Somewhere along the line games became "we time". I had 3 full raid teams by the end of D1 and none came to D2, so I just decided all I'll ever get out of this game these days is the slow grind of leveling up , shooting the piss out of things on the planets, and screwing around with different weapons. It is what it is.