Nope, it wont. Dont try to sound smart, if you are just graduating, then you know shit. Theory is your sword and it means shit. No.matter if my your brain tells you noone love you, everybody would be happy if you die, normal person would just say -blam!- you all im going for a life trip. If your mind is weak, ull kill urself. And dont even mention war vets, the real war vets are long dead, and those people PLAYING soldiers on nowadays wars are a joke and shame for the countries. What, you watched some movies and you think war is about heroes like in hollywood movies? No, watch some cams from darkwebs from soldiers helmets. They are dumb people without training or bravery, wasting our money and killing same people but on the other side of the wall.