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Edited by Keanu Weeves:
4/14/2018 6:21:35 PM
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The Cancer has won.
Dear Friends,
Each day I feel progressively weaker. Just goes to show money doesn't solve all of your problems, at least she won't have to worry about financials as an adult for a while(hopefully lol).
Doctors are saying it could be anywhere from 12 hours to 2 weeks from now. As I lie in this uncomfortable ass hospital bed, it just doesn't feel real, but my role here in this life has been played, and I accept that. I just know she doesn't.
She won't leave my side, she cried herself to sleep last night. I don't want her to leave, and I don't want to leave her. I'm so conflicted, I accept that it's my time to go, but I can't leave her. She needs me.
I need her...
Needless to say, this will be my last post. Thank you all for your love and support, it meant a lot.
Farewell.
-God
[spoiler]When I come to the end of my journey
And I travel my last weary mile,
Just forget if you can, that I ever frowned
And remember only the smiles.
Forget unkind words I have spoken;
Remember some good I have done,
Forget that I ever had a heartache
And remember I've had loads of fun.
Forget that I have stumbled and blundered
And sometimes fell by the way.
Remember I have fought
Some hard battles and won,
Ere the close of the day.
Then forget to grieve for my going,
I would not have you sad for a day,
But in summer just gather some flowers
And remember the place where I lay.
And come in the evening,
When the sun paints the sky in the west,
Stand for a few moments beside me,
And remember only my best.
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Edited by LegalDealin: 4/15/2018 4:59:15 PMI'm praying for your family. Although it may not seem like it, this isn't the end. You will be reunited with your wife and daughter one day. I remember when you first posted that you have cancer. I also remember I prayed. Now you hit me with some feels here. I cried, cried for a person I don't know and will only meet when my journey is at it's end. You just need to spend as much time as you possibly can with your family. Show them what it means to be truly loved. Write them a letter for closure that they can read when times get rough. You need to remember that your daughter can still live her life, with or without you. She is a strong woman and always will be. I'm not a good writer by any means, but I hope that this means something to you.
