originally posted in:The New Dojo
"So do I, that's why I help her. I'm her friend and I won't stop until she's her old self again."
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"If you show up with me, she won't be happy."
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"Yeah, that's why I'm not going to. I can watch from afar." He chuckled.
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"Alright..." He decided, "You know the way there."
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"Uhh...here." Bedlam grabbed Jame's shoulder and teleported the two of them to Sarah's door before vanishing and appearing inside Sarah's apartment. "Sarah~? The most amazing person in the world is here!"
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She had an Xbox controller in her hands. On the screen was Shadow of war. She was shooting a rather terrifying looking Captain with elf-shot. Sarah looked to Bedlam, smiling. But then she saw James, and yelled, "Lunar get the sword. Connect it to the controller's logic on my mark." "Uh oh...." James muttered.
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"Oh, the door is open...hehe..." He nervously chuckled.
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"You have 30 seconds to leave," Sarah told James. "But... but..." "24.... 23.... 22.... 21... 20..." James scampered out the door.
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"Aw, I was hoping for impalement." Bedlam chuckled and smiled at Sarah. "How's the cute pregnant women doing?"
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"Good. I bought Shadow of War. I kill a captain. Sleep for 30 minutes. Kill a Warchief, I sleep for 8 hours."
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"Umm...that's cool. Great game." He sat down beside her. "Good to know, but do you want to talk about how you tried drowning yourself?"
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Her eyes widened. Then she looked away from him. "I don't want to talk about it," she replied.
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"The thing is, it wasn't really a question." He placed a hand softly on her shoulder. "Sarah, I care so so much about you..."
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She sighed, "I'm not as mentally stable as I appear to be. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know if I'll ever know what's wrong with me."
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Bedlam hugged her, holding her tight. "Sarah, I can help you, but you have to let me. I can't force it."
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She sighed. "Alright."
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"You're so much better than this..." He kissed the top of her head. "You'll get through this."
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"No... I don't know better. I have lost my morals of myself and of others. I have no honor. Just... regret," she replied, "Few know what I did."
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"Sarah, that's in the past. Look toward the future, Sarah. Look forward, Carolina." He grinned weakly.
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"It's hard to see the future... it's filled with uncertainty. It's obscured."
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"I can tell you now that I have hope it'll be a happy future. You'll have a nice, happy family, kids that behave...somewhat and love you dearly."
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"Well, I hope so. But first, I have a long road ahead."
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"And I'll be with you every step of the way." He smiled at her.
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"I need someone by my side. Now if you excuse me, I must be going... to sleep."
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He sighed. "I guess it's still inappropriate for me to sleep with you, isn't it?"
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"Very."