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originally posted in:The New Dojo
12/16/2017 6:01:55 AM
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He furrowed her brow at his response.
“Ah, yes. You’re one with an animal complexion, thus you were subjected to such horrors that were the fur hunts. You have the people of dojoville on your side however, believe it or not. Many of them found the atrocity...revolting. Disgusting. Isn’t that right folks?” He would ask the audience, getting many audible “yes’s” and a few claps in response. “So, there’s no need to be afraid here. Everyone here sympathizes with you, and wants to help.”
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"You'd be surprised. Even with my mic off, the cameras are there. Everyone wants to do their good deed for the day, but nobody wants to work for it." She said tiredly "nobody looks like a racist until they open their mouths."
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“You speak wise words, Alpha. But you’ll find that, in living life, putting your faith in others allows them to only sympathize and appreciate you more. But of course, solving the race issues in dojoville isn’t so simple, and all I can do is apologize on my part for not finding a way to help. I hope this will suffice. Anyways, you spoke of torture before. I’m aware that you are a famed soldier around Tatakai, and I am positive you have been through many a struggle. Would you care to share your experience with us?”
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"Since we're practically speaking mano y mano, sure. I was part of the Arrowhead. We raided the NTR Hermes and afterwards were forced into a penal legion. I had to fight my way out to avoid getting the lynch mob treatment by an allied faction of the NTR." She said shakily, before pausing "Then I was kidnapped, tortured, and sexually assualted by a man named only Ian. He branded me in rather...private areas, and proceeded to forcefully de-claw me as painfully as possible." She stopped "There's more. I don't want to talk about it"
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“I understand...you don’t have to.” Doctor Malcolm would say. Alpha would see his eyes welling up upon hearing her tale as he jotted something down in his note pad again. Was he....for real? “How have you been dealing with this experience, Alpha? A common answer to something like sexual assault is cowardice, but you announce it to your peers with near confidence.”
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She laughed "I don't think I can't. Not after the endless shit I've been through."
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“I see, so you have not sought further solutions for this trauma outside of this show? No substance abuse? Self harm?”
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"Self harm? That's an easy way out." She avoided the substance abuse "There aren't any solutions. Just patch jobs."
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“Ah, That is where you are mistaken my girl.” Malcolm said after he sipped his glass of water. “See, there is help. That help, is us. Your peers. Those around you who you may think are hostile, can actually be your friends.”
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At 'my girl' it was obvious he had hit something rather.....odious. "Don't call me that." She snapped "It's not my fault I don't trust my 'peers' when they're the ones advocating for my hunting and torture elsewhere! Outside of this goddamn millennial safe space is an ugly world where you're on your own."
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“No.” Malcolm would then say. He said it with a certain forcefulness, while remaining gentle in his composure. “The world is only lonely, if you make it that way for yourself.”
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She laughed, a discordant, grating, and...desperate, laugh. "Feelings don't -blam!-ing matter. They don't. When the goddamn dojoite is gunning you down for the hell of it, is my perception of the world gonna matter? hmm?"
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“No, but what happens after will. The world is not a constant battle, it’s not an everlasting war. There is the calm as well, where we can discover ourselves, as well as those around us. And those people who will grow to support you will be the foundation you stand on, and if it’s true, you will never fall.”
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"Life is a war without end. Everyone who denies it is a Quisling working for Death." She said with a rather tired and defeated tone
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“If that’s the case, then it’s your job to win The war.” The doctor said in a surprising answer. “Win the war, and bring peace.”
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"I wish. It's a war without end Seems pretty self-explanatory to me."
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“um....right....” the therapist said as he scratched the top of his head. “Well, I think as long as you continue to seek out help, that may not be the case. Anyways....thank you for your time Alpha. We’ll be moving on to our next quest....” [spoiler]To be continued! In episode 2!!! Huzzah![/spoiler]
