Bedlam look horrified for a moment before shaking his head and rolling his eyes, going back to his half amused half angry expression. [i] "It feels great and this IS the real me. I'm no different than my father. My REAL father. I'm a chaos manipulator, it's in the title!"[/i] He seemed to be on the brink of tears as he raised his voice, extremely upset for some reason. [i]"I kill and I cause pain and suffering! That's what I'm supposed to do! That's what I will do! I am not weak. I am not a coward!"[/i] He slammed his fist onto the table, breaking it apart. He then slowly began to relax in sit seat again, leaning back.