"A lot of things can happen these days due to technology, especially in a place like Amoridia. I'm sure I could've swung something, found a guy who looked like me, told 'em to pull the trigger, write a suicide note, be gone. But I'll tell you, I have no idea what happened there. Went up to my flat, heard the faucet running, saw it, packed up my shit and got out of dodge." Sawyer inhaled a plume of smoke and coughed for a few seconds before continuing with a shaky voice. "To tell you the truth? I was scared. Always looked at death undaunted, fearless, ready to embrace it as long as it was ready to embrace me. But something broke when I saw myself dead. I thought it was some sign, a warning. To keep me away from you guys. My family... maybe that's why I'm fuсked. I'd be nothing without you guys. I was [i]nothing[/i]," Sawyer said with a bitter shrill in his voice.