The old man looked up and met the gaze of Drake. Something dark lingered within his eyes; shadows flickering with sharp edges and long slants, casting themselves across his body. Within his eyes were not contempt, nor elation, nor frustration, nor anything. Most terrifyingly, there was only nothing, a vacancy in his cold, dead eyes, unflinching. Whispers slipped through a gritted jaw, sounds passing through the spaces in his clenched teeth and the minor partitions in his lips, groveling and murmurs barely comprehensible. He dug through his damp pant pocket and after foraging for a few seconds pulled forth a pack of cigars, the wrapping around it crumpled and old. When Sawyer took one out, ash fell from it and the tobacco began to pour out onto the table from the break in the smoke. Regardless, he slotted it between his lips, and put a finger in front of it. The index sprouted a flame from its tip, minor, but still unnatural. He leaned back in his chair, and he inhaled the smoke, which seemed to calm him. As it was siphoned into his nostrils it passed once again through his ears in faint smoke and similarly out of his eye sockets. Color was restored to his faith, somewhat; the diseased green sheen lifted. His pupils contracted and something flickered within them, a brightness. Life. "Too much to say," Sawyer barely spoke, keeping the cigar in his mouth, saying so through the opened corner of his lips. There was the low, gravelly quality to it, but it also came out in something of a low whine, as if it pained the man to speak.

Drake sat back in his chair, content for now with the brusque response. The sharp whine that tinged Sawyer’s voice was anything but a good sign, and the abrasive sound grated against Drake’s ears. Giving Sawyer another brief glance, he returned to his drink. The silence in the room was deafening. The message was evident: the gulf that had formed between Drake and Sawyer was too great for him to overcome. Whatever had happened to Sawyer to push him over the edge into this spiraling abyss... this was something that only he could overcome. It seemed, Drake mused, that many of his relationships ended with the other party being forced to resolve their issues. He was too stubborn, too arrogant to ever admit fault, and perhaps he was too gracious with his own forgiveness. Life had taught him to live close to he edge, and that there was no time to hold grudges. If only Alpha could have understood that... Sawyer didn’t need to know that she died in Amoridia. Drake didn’t know if he could cope with that information.

"A lot of things can happen these days due to technology, especially in a place like Amoridia. I'm sure I could've swung something, found a guy who looked like me, told 'em to pull the trigger, write a suicide note, be gone. But I'll tell you, I have no idea what happened there. Went up to my flat, heard the faucet running, saw it, packed up my shit and got out of dodge." Sawyer inhaled a plume of smoke and coughed for a few seconds before continuing with a shaky voice. "To tell you the truth? I was scared. Always looked at death undaunted, fearless, ready to embrace it as long as it was ready to embrace me. But something broke when I saw myself dead. I thought it was some sign, a warning. To keep me away from you guys. My family... maybe that's why I'm fuсked. I'd be nothing without you guys. I was [i]nothing[/i]," Sawyer said with a bitter shrill in his voice.

Drake nodded his head thoughtfully throughout the story, and subconsciously weaved his fork between his metal fingers. He was never the comforting type, nor was Sawyer a sympathetic man, so the thought of reaching over to console Sawyer never crossed his mind. The most genuine way that Drake could attempt to mend the damage with his copilot was through empathy. “[b]I thought the same thing,[/b]” Drake muttered, his voice suddenly gaining a raspy twinge, as if it were caught on something in his throat, “[b]I thought I’d be just fine without all of you. I... after your death, and we split up, I thought that it was my responsibility, as Captain, just to keep the gang out of trouble. You know how reckless Alpha and Garin can be... Colorado was doin’ just fine, and I couldn’t give a damn where the rest of ‘em went, as long as they weren’t dead.[/b] “[b]So I did what I had to do. I kicked Garin out, so that he wouldn’t be bold enough to try nothin’ without us at his back. But Alpha...[/b]” Drake looked down at his fork, which was now motionless in his hands. He caught his reflection in its metal sheen, and took a deep breath. “[b]Kicking her out wouldn’t stop her. Kid’s a freakin’ outlaw after your own heart. After the crew split up, I figured that I’d make a change for the better in Amoridia. A police force called the ASF reached out for me, offered me amnesty if I signed up as a bounty hunter. Told me that I could make a difference by detaining anomalies: dangerous off-worlders, meta-humans, supersoldiers. When I detained Alpha... I didn’t know what they’d do to her. I thought that keeping her close would keep her safe, somewhere that I’d have some power over her.[/b]” Drake stared at the fork as it bent almost in half, crushed unwillingly by his grip. His voice dropped to a menacing whisper. “[b]When I found out what they’d done to her, it was too late for her. Apparently they tortured the hell out of her, experimented on her, and then she died. I thought that I was able to protect her... but those monsters stabbed me in the -blam!-ing back. I’d failed her as her protector, I failed her as her captain... and I failed her as her friend. All because I thought that I could control fate.[/b]” Drake leaned back into his chair, slumping down like a puppet whose marionette had suddenly dropped dead. The story had bled him dry, and brought up dangerous memories that he didn’t wish to relive.

Even as he finished the story, he would hear a feminine gasp and a glass hit the ground. The shrill tinkling of glass on wood was as loud as mortar fire, and as profound as a death sentance. The voice that came after, soft and refined yet so paradoxically rugged and harsh was so definately her. But how? "Drake?....Is...that you?" Was that fear? Joy? Hatred? Her voice shook so much it was hard to tell. All he knew was that it wasn't possible. "I...what..." The sound of the girl wetting her lips and taking a deep breath were audible even in the ruckus. "I thought you....were still on Amoridia?"

[spoiler]Here's what I'm thinking: we do this shit reglar. I reply to you, Ginger replies back, you reply again, so on, so forth. For posterity.[/spoiler] Drake's words had not fully made their impression upon Sawyer when he heard the shatter of glass and Alpha's gasp for the air wretched from her lungs. He craned his head towards the sound and looked at her, a weak smile crossing over his lips. He knew Alpha had not been dead, as he had spoken with her merely two months ago. A lot had happened in those two months; his personal mental and physical degradation, the deepening of the rabbit hole where sanity was rapidly falling into the unwavering abyss, the addictions that ailed him, and the newfound power that sprang forth from him as a result. He removed the fat cigar from his mouth temporarily, taking a large inhale of smoke before he slotted the smoke between his index and forefinger, waving forth hospitably. A warm amiability began to glow in his eyes upon looking at her shocked face. "Nice to see you, lass. Care to join us for dinner?"

When he saw Alpha’s face, scarred though it may be, Drake felt... something. Something more than relief, but something that didn’t quite reach joy. Some emotions welled up inside of him at the sound of her haunting voice, and deep inside, Drake wanted to muster up the words that could possibly sum up his turmoil. But he wasn’t the emotional type. “[b]I guess it’s [i]everyone’s[/i] turn to come back from the dead today.[/b]” Drake said dryly, instantly regretting his choice of words. He yearned to empathize with Alpha, to express any pure emotion, but in so many ways he was more far gone than Sawyer was. The silence was awkward, and the air was filled with tension. Drake looked over at the seat for Alpha to pull up, unsure of what to say or do next.

She took a step back, not sure what to do. "Drake......you don't get to be sarcastic." She said quietly "You don't. You sold me up the river to be a meatbag for a sadistic -blam!-." Alpha said, firing her words like bullets. "And You!" She said, rounding on Sawyer "YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD! BUT YOU SHOWED UP OUT OF NOWHERE AND THEN LEFT AGAIN!" The girl stomped her paw on the ground, tears flowing from her eye like blood from a wound. She started to sob and crumpled into a stool, away from the two.

Sawyer, similarly to Alpha, did not know how to react. He was always like a mother to the crew, even to Winchester, who despite his crude humor and temper tantrums was still family to him. He cooked for them, cleaned up after them, talked through their issues, and tried to be a good friend, or maybe something closer. This is why a deep sadness awoke in Sawyer when she saw the anger and sorrow within Alpha, the betrayal she had faced. It was not the dull grief and anguish that Sawyer had faced in the height of his depravity, but rather, an active depression within his chest that compelled him to comfort her. "Lady, don't cry, please? We'd all feel better if you'd sit down and join us for dinner." He said it in a pleading tone, almost begging for the tragic show of emotion to stop and for the three to begin eating.

"[b]Yeah, we can get our angst out over some nice steak, or, uh, fancy food...I dunno.[/b]" Drake swallowed his pride, and while not quite resorting to the emotional outburst that Alpha so frequently displayed, allowed himself to empathize with her for a brief moment. To him, the entire situation had been a mistake--one of the many large ones of his life--that kept him up at night. For her... she'd truly been through hell. To be emotional after all that was understandable, and far more healthy than his own internalized anger. "[b]Look, you heard what I said,[/b]" he started saying after a brief moment of silence, "[b]Not that it excuses what I did, but I never meant for... any of this to happen to you. I don't care if you don't believe me, but it's the truth. I... was wrong to think that I could trust anyone to have control over your fate, and furthermore I was wrong to assume that I wouldn't get backstabbed by that ASF scum.[/b]" The words felt lighter after they had left his tongue, and the genuine apology inspired a stream of more words to flow from him. "[b]I was too cocky. I believed that by keeping you somewhere that I could see you, that maybe, just maybe, I could protect you from yourself. I didn't trust you on your own, even after all that you've accomplished. And I was a -blam!-ing fool to believe that dealing with the ASF would redeem me.[/b]" There was the old the spite again, bubbling up from the deepest corners of his heart. But, oddly enough, what might have been a face contorted in anger softened, as Drake pushed aside his loathing to focus on somebody other than himself, for once. "[b]But you... I don't think that anybody else could've done what you did, gone through what you did, and come out the other side in one piece. I... -blam!- kid, I betrayed you, and so did he--[/b]" Drake pointed at Sawyer, and then pointed into the distance, "[b]--and so did Winchester, when he ran away on his adventures, and so did Pandora, that -blam!-ing -blam!-, after what she did to some of those anomalies in Amoridia. Alpha, I don't expect you to accept my apology, not now, and maybe not ever. But I'm still offering it.[/b]"

[i]The door to the kitchens busted open, and out stepped Agent Colorado, dressed in a fake tuxedo t-shirt, blue jeans, sunglasses, combat boots and a smile. He'd entered through the back of the restaurant, then stepped into the room and shouted over the noise, his voice cheery in mood, clearly unaware of the atmosphere of the room.[/i] "[b]WHO'S READY FOR A HAPPY FUN TIMES FAMILY REUNION?![/b]" [i]The smile died as he saw the room set up, his posture going slack as he stepped out from the doorway throwing his hands up.[/i] "[b]Sykes, what the hell?! I specifically, verbatim, said: "'And for f*ck's sake, don't make it gay!'[/b]" [i]That was when he noticed everybody, and his cheery mood, having been crippled, was now kicked to the floor and blasted in the back of the head with a two-barrel shotgun. Grunting irritatedly, the Agent pulled out a joint, seemingly from nowhere, and a lighter, igniting the herb and taking a deep draw before speaking, white smoke billowing out of his mouth along with his next words.[/i] "[b]Well, sh*t. Leave it to the Arrowhead to f*ck up a hard worked at, very expensive, and very well planned family reunion. Same melodramatic sh*t as usual? Merry f*cking Christmas then, I guess.[/b]"

"[b]Yeah, Merry -blam!-ing Christmas to you too Colorado.[/b]" Drake said, inwardly relieved by the Agent's arrival. Colorado, though possibly as a result of his welcome aroma, always had a calming presence for the otherwise chaotic crew, and Drake wasn't exactly willing to stomach much more edgy ultimatums with humbleness. Getting up, he pulled up a chair from an adjacent table, placing it between him and Alpha. Willing to change the pace, he looked the Agent up and down, before asking, "[b]Y'know, I don't remember that Sykes fellow taking our order. Think you could at least get him to bring a menu for this 'very expensive and well-planned reunion'?[/b]" his voice dripping with ill-tempered sarcasm.

Sawyer was relieved at the relief of tension in the room as well. He still wanted to discuss the problems at hand for the Arrowhead and iron out their disagreements, but at least for the time being they would enjoy food, banter and a jovial sense to the convergence of the crew after months fractured. "I agree, Skyes. I think something to keep our mouths on would be good at this point, especially if it's something good."

Alpha just grunted "I just want a damn drink. Strong." The girl seemed defeated. She just leaned forward to the bar, and sighed. "Strong enough to help me forget the last month."

Drake called out to the bartender as well, too lazy to get up himself, "[b]Yeah, get me a whiskey, clean. And don't let goat-girl spit in it or anything, or if you can't stop her, just don't tell me about it.[/b]" He turned his attention back to those present at the table, able to preoccupy himself with the concept of business, as well as shopping for a new ship. "[b]I'd say that's enough moping for now,[/b]" he said, quietly enough so that Alpha wouldn't flip shit, "[b]let's talk business. Ever since the ship crashed on Skiraja and we split up, I don't think we've done a transaction. Can't really smuggle eighty tons of illicit substances on foot, right? If this meeting came to be for the reason I think it did,[/b]" Michael shot a glance at Colorado in the middle of the sentence, "[b]then it was a wake-up call. Past few months have been a bad hangover for all of us. It's time to splash some water in our face, shoot up some yola, and get back to business. But first, we're gonna need a ship...[/b]"

[i]After everyone had ordered their stuff, but before Michael had spoken up, Colorado interrupted with a groan, glaring at Sykes, who'd just exited the kitchens when they'd started.[/i] "[b]Sykes, the service better be d*mn good to make up for all this gay sh*t you've set up. Get everyone their drinks, including a beer for me. Have Real choosers out for me, I trust him with that much, at least. "As for food, I'll have a burger, cooked by Gaffer, and some home fries. Drake and Sawyer'll be wanting the steak and baked potato, Alpha the salad, maybe a burger.[/b]" [i]Sykes bowed, and went back to inform the hired help of the orders. Meanwhile, Colorado listened with disinterest to Drake's sales pitch, struggling to hold back a laugh at the familiarity of the scene. At the end, the server reentered with everyone's drink on a platter, passing each out to everyone.[/i] "[u]Food shortly.[/u]" [i]He said with a glance to the Agent, who nodded back, and thus the waiter returned to the kitchen. Colorado allowed a white puff to burst from his mouth.[/i] "[b]I got this meeting together for family's sake. You all are welcome to do as you please following, but I've got sh*t to deal with now. F*cking black birds and building paperwork. Can't get out for any sort of sh*t anymore.[/b]" [i]The man's face had gone deathly serious, and he glanced at each in turn to ensure they understood the message. Then, a great big smile widened on his face, and he laughed.[/i] "[b]But...I can fund you. I can't believe I managed to hold onto this for so long, but I couldn't get you all together until it was finished, it wouldn't be right.[/b]" [i]Colorado pulled out his phone and pulled up a message, carrying both pictures and text detailing the repair and reconstruction done for the ship they all had known as home for some time, sliding the rectangle over to Drake.[/i]

"This is great, we have a damn personal bank account now. I think we're set." Sawyer leaned back in his chair, snagging the loose sole of his shoe on the leg of the table to keep him upright, putting two hands on the back of his head and letting out a contented smile. His demeanor was smug, but the grin said otherwise... he was glad to have his family back after all this time, glad to have a sense of direction once again. He was reveling in the familiarity of the camaraderie that he felt between the four. Winchester wasn't there, but the old bastard was gone for good... he was a freeloader, a mercenary, regardless. His heart belonged with new circumstances and different forms of danger. He couldn't blame the man; it was his calling. Out of his pocket slipped a stainless steel flask. Despite the shabby, pestilent, worn and sad state of his clothing, the flask was beautiful, and without a dent or scratch on its rectangular shape. With the front of his thumb he popped open the cap and let the warm liquor numb his stomach and diffuse into his bloodstream, warming his body. The grin only widened.

"Yep. Perfect. More of you guys taking the credit, while I get shot and have to patch you assholes up." Alpha said, taking a swig of her drink, not having touched her food. While Sawyer might've been happy, and Drake was happy just to have a crew, Alpha was pissed. [i]Calm down[/i] She told herself [u]Why? He sold you to the devil for your own good.[/u] Alpha gripped her drink tighter, eventually crushing the glass, sending splinters through her hand. [i]Just try it. The moment anything goes south, leave[/i] "But fine. I'm gonna get shot regardless for your shit. Might as well be part of it."

Drake shot Alpha a glance as the glass shattered, though his exact thoughts weren't apparent. He'd nodded absently during the conversation regarding finances, instead choosing to flip through the proposed repairs and refinements to the Arrowhead. The original ship was unsalvageable, having quite literally fallen to pieces on Skiraja, but Arrowhead-class corvettes and transports were a dime-a-dozen, and most of these modifications seemed feasible. "[b]Polycarbonate bulkheads, nanotube honeycomb bracing, built-in kinetic superconductors...[/b]" Drake muttered quietly to himself, nodding approvingly or shaking his head disapprovingly at random intervals. After a few minutes of reading, he jarringly slammed the papers on the table. He looked up at the table, clearly troubled by what he had to say. "[b]I, uh... [i]*goddammit*[/i],[/b]" he muttered to himself, "[b]I think that [i]we[/i] should... [i]collectively[/i] vote on what kind of ship we should pick as our replacement.[/b]" The words we and collectively were heavily strained, as if the thought of sharing input on ship design pained him. On the right side of his forehead, a vein visibly throbbed beneath his skin, which seemed to have lost some of its hue over the course of the sentence. "[b]Good for morale...[/b]" he trailed off, looking away in order to stifle the emotions he felt about his ship, despite remaining rather stoic for the dramatic conversations just minutes prior.

"[b]Oh, hell no. Pardon my godd*mn Fench, sir, but f*ck off with that gay sh*t.[/b]" [i]The exasperated look Colorado gave Drake after he announced that matched his tone, and he took off his sunglasses of to stare the Captain down with his own sea-green eyes for this point, tucking back in up and atop his head amidst the golden hair.[/i] "[b]This was never a democracy, Michael, and you know it. Change is good, but incremental, not huge jumps in procedure. "Now, as for you two:[/b]" [i]He said, pivoting his head to face Alpha and Sawyer.[/i] "[b]No, I'll not be your personal piggybank, you freeloader. This is a one-time deal to find your new ship, and then I'm out largely. I got my own crap to attend to, and it requires finances that I can't put into this group. What I can do is support you every now and then, probably hire you often, and most likely end up working jobs alongside you in the future. "As for you, ma'am, I'll forgive you this time because I know your circumstances, but the next glass you break is on your own bill. And trust me, this sh*t does not come cheap. "Yo, Sykes, get us another drink for the lady! And get Real out here to treat her cuts and such, he's good at that sh*t![/b]"

"[b]That's Captain Drake to you, [i]Mr. Piggybank[/i], and I'll change whatever I goddamn please.[/b]" Drake said, his ego only able to take so much after the day's fairly significant bruising. He still saw Colorado as a crew-mate under his command, regardless of his current position in the criminal hierarchy, and met the Agent's gaze with his own blue eyes. After Colorado diverted his attention, he grinned easily, showing that he was at least half-joking, and then addressed Sawyer's proposition, "[b]Sounds like a plan Aaron. Cheaper than black market resale, that's for sure. I'll look over the schematics, then see if I can outsource the construction from a friend or two. I'm cool with unorthodox as long as she flies, but I was born and raised flying New Terran rigs. I don't exactly want to re[url=https://open.spotify.com/track/5OQsiBsky2k2kDKy2bX2eT]learn how to fly[/url].[/b]"

Alpha didn't say anything, too intent on picking the glass out of her paw. "As long as it has a hanger bay." She said after a while, a small pile of bloody shards next to her hand and with some gauze around her palm. The girl took the drink, and downed it quickly, and simply motioned for another one. She intended on getting roaring drunk tonight.