originally posted in:The New Dojo
"I know...." Chase jabbed his thumb at Blake, "I wish he would understand."
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"I all my 18,000 years of life i simply know this everyone has their own form of mourning the dead just like people that can understand in certain ways as well."she says
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A few tears streamed down Chase's tanned cheeks, as he looked at Blake. Blake wasn't taking this well at all. He has somehow more shaken than anyone else who knows of James's death.
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"I know that's hard right but at least he that you cared about him. Me i seen my father draw his last breath and last thing i said to him was that i hated him and would never forgive him."she says [i]with that she sighs again tucking her hands into her pockets with a sad look on her face. She understood the pain and regert of loss better than anyone.[/i]
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"At least that," Chase said, "Blake hates to be seen as weak. This is the first time I have ever seen him cry and not go through a state of rage."
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"Yeah if i rage people would die from the electricity i output. Its hard to control when your emotional."she says
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Blake's crying went from silent to audible. He sniffled and cried, repeating, "Why did he have to die!?"
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"I don't have a answer for that. I think im just making things worse sorry."she says
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Blake stood up, placing the the Raze-Lighter on his back, walking up, and hugging Chase. He buried his face in his best friend's shoulder, crying. "It'll be okay, buddy," Chase replied, patting Blake's back, "James is in a better place, now." "I can't believe he's gone, Chase. He's.... gone.... like that..." Blake wept. "I can't believe it either," Chase replied, "I know this week's been tough for you." Blake continued to cry.
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[i]Lola at this point was contemplating if she should leave to alone and grieve. But she knew level hurt he going was on the same level hurt she felt when father had died but guilt wouldn't be there from him.[/i]
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"Take it easy, Blake," Chase told him, take it easy.
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"I think im gonna go i don't im of much use here."she says [i]she looked at the two before starting to turn and walk away slowly.[/i]
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[spoiler]End[/spoiler]